By Marion Jones
I was too scared to go outside;
looking just that bad all I did was smoke and hide.
I would wait until it got dark,
because that is when the party starts.
But in the back of my mind something goes....
I can remember chasing the high of my first hit.
Lost my whole paycheck, went into debt, and at the end having a fit.
Constantly in and out of rehabs with no self-esteem,
Posted on June 25, 2008 at 12:30am