ASIA CRAWFORD's Blog (4)

Darkness/Madness Day by day I walk alone, condemned to feel and see the sorrow within around. What can I do as I push my body, I push my heart, I push my mind to move forward at each letdown. The consistent worries, stresses, that one deals with each day, the ones who cry out for a hand, a smile, a love, a dream, some food, some clothes, shelter from cold, then the continual letdown in the streets, and behind closed doors, what we would know, but we choose to continue blind by whatever self-ful… Continue

AT NIGHT When I lay my head to rest, I dream of him so far away, this one I know feels what I feel, one heart that speaks one will. A breath that keeps us both alive, that moves us thought our struggled life, the thought that we may kiss each others soft lips, with much love that flows in scent, makes you beg for many more kisses alas, amour, I need to breath in his smell, and feel his touch from afar, as I sleep I see us both, along awaited touch, that we run to hug with great embrace. I mee… Continue

An Event That Changed My Life Forever When I was sixteen I tried to commit suicide. I was depressed and had a lot of bad things happen to me and I was thinking to leave it all. One day things came to a head and I blew. I went through my parents things looking to find a gun. Well I found two hand guns. One was a 22 caliber, and one was a 25 caliber. Now these were collectable hand guns and at this time I didn’t know anything about guns, just that they made a mess, hurt people, and work. Well I k… Continue

here u can get the help u need for support http://rivers29unitedstates.spaces.com/ and at http://rivers29@groups.live.com/ thanks gud luck MAKING A DIFFERENCE We are a large variety and versatile people with alot of fine warm welcoming kindness. Sometimes I wonder if we realize our individual abilities and strengths as well as the abilities as one whole. Together we are unmeasurable and endless, very comparable, but nothing is impossible or too completely unatainable. It depends on the effort… Continue